I'm suicidal, now what?

Holdings

hidmidmiidnidwidlocation_codelocationbarcodecallnumdeweycreatedupdated
409885673075312447894476880320GRAR231T000000GRAR262ERESOURCE TLC100017425694091742569409
410045473088082448894476880320GRAT232T000000GRAT310ERESOURCE TLC100017425694091742569409